true faith..

We all need nourishment to survive in life. Today, I am again full with spiritual nourishment which the faithful and discreet slave prepared in accordance to Jah's instruction. The talk is very inspirational and reminds us that no one can even surpass Jah's power and wisdom. This holds true as it reflects the state of the world. No matter who may be appointed as a political ruler, no one can really eradicate the constant problems we have.It really is an assuring thought that someday, Jah will address everything in His own time. On the other note, I was again reunited with my brothers and sister...

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hairspray..

Before I heave-ho from work, I am gonna let you in on a little secret..♥ Drumroll....Ta na na nan ta na!..I'm getting a new hairdo!..This is not really a big top secret though, by Monday everyone at work is going to notice the big change for sure. I'm seriously praying hard that they just let me be and not make a fuss about it.Hope I get off with a similar hair in the pic.I will post a pic after for an update.Can't wait!..Have a great weekend you guys!...c"...

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word games

Why am i very susceptible to words? I always pray hard to Jah to make me indifferent to mean remarks, but to no avail!... Tonight as I was about to take a shower, a housemate commented on my weight loss. " Dauta nmu lar oi" ( You are so thin, Lar! ) I have been getting quite a lot of similar comments lately. Though at first I just shrug it off, being thankful for even being alive and healthy despite of the arduous work schedule plus emotional struggles that has been going through in my life, I can't help but feel alarmed by it's ever growing constancy.It must be something I just don't want to address or maybe it's something that I do not want to deal with, at this time. I really do not need negative remarks, NO, not at this time. Especially...

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turning japanese...

Funny how I completely forgot to speak Japanese.Tonight I went out with a tomodachi to meet her Japanese friend named Takahashi who comes over every now and then for business trips and is scouting for native staff who knows their tongue. We had a convo with his staff named Endo regarding details pertinent for the job op. The very fact that fluency in speaking Nihon Go seems to have left me and is a luxury I don't have anymore is very amusing, yet disturbing. I found myself stuttering, racking my brain for the right words to say. The meeting was concluded with a sumptuous Japanese dinner.In the end, though I seriously think we barely understood each other on most part of the convo, I still enjoyed the rendezvous. Takahashi was great, I truly...

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surprise surprise!

I love surprises and cannot resist sharing it. Here goes:Basking in the glory of pure delights: My little bug has her two front teeth and counting..!Love it! ...

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catching up...

I'm back! Though this is just a quick update of what's happening at dear life.Today was a mixture of emotions. Tired, happy, anxious, excited, etc!Tired due to the Vegas show; lots of things to do! The fog of pressure is too thick too handle!Happy because I was able to book a schedule for the most anticipated trip of my life. ♥Anxious - darn I need to finish enormous paperworks and I am not sure if I am lucky enough to meet the deadline and I am beat!Excited - it's almost weekend; finally!It's February guys...

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letter from the scorned...

Today, I am going to share a very special letter which inspired me a lot. Cheers to all single moms like me!....♥"You might wonder who I am. Let's skip that part. What I have to say is more important than knowing who both of us are. Surprisingly, the fact that we don't know each other at all, making a note for you comes with neither effort nor uncertainty. After all, I am one of those who are not afraid in speaking their thoughts.First things first, I met your husband in a very circumstantial incident. A little of everything namely peer pressure, fun's sake, unwinding moments and etc basically initiated a relative whirlwind connection between the two of us. Excuse me for being blatantly honest, but that's all there is to it. It wasn't your typical meeting; in fact it's highly unconventional....

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